being strong

Its been almost 6 years since my mom died. I still miss her. I miss her alot. Its hard to explain really. One day shes there and the next shes not. It rocked me, I am not gonna deny that. I was 23 years old. Thats too young to lose a parent. Well, any age is too young to lose a parent. My mom lost her parents at 13 and 17, so she knows how it felt. However, we cant really talk about it can we? I almost cant believe its been 6 years. Sometimes I feel like it was yesterday and sometimes I feel like it was 10 years ago. I have so much going on in my life right now that I would like for her to be a part of. Oh well, there is nothing that I can do at this point. I just miss her, and it still hurts.