Friday, October 10, 2008

my car got broken into

I wanna know who the bastard that broke into my car was. I have never seen that much glass in a car before. For a radar detector. Thats the irony. They didnt take anything else, just the radar detector. My Ipod was in the car and my office cell phone. They left both of those alone. Wow, if all I got say. You cannot imagine the sheer terror I felt when walking up to my car and seeing the glass everywhere. It was not pretty. I flipped out. I called my dad, I called Angela, I called Wynton, I called everyone. I didnt know what to do. I called the cops. The cops never showed up. They never showed. I have no faith in the system.

Monday, October 6, 2008

walking away

we were young i was foolish to ever think that this could last foreveri knew nothing of what a love could bring but now that you're gone i'm still smiling 'cause there is comfort in this solitude and i've learned to sleep alone again and extra pillows i've no need for now 'cause just one towel hangs from the bathroom wall but i'm fine and i'll be okay still got a lotta love to give away it was time so i said goodbye and then i walked away i'd had enough of your insensitivities the way you looked at me and said your face is looking fuller made me ugly so you'd be pretty well where did that get me down to one twenty well there are a lot of things i'm still quite mad about and you say it's time to forgive again well i let you in so close and you hurt me the most and it'll be some time before i learned to trust again but i'm fine and i'll be okay, still got a lot of love to give away and you can go absolutely fuck yourself for saying i'd never be on my feet again well nothing left to say so i'll take these feet now and walk away so here we are two grown up kids i'm wondering if i did the right thing by leaving let's leave it at this skip the goodbye kiss and don't you ever start to miss us and please don't call me and ask how i'm doing you know cause i'll work out alone again and one last thing i'd like to know exactly when we fell apart but that's all over now and yeah you can keep the cat and now i'm walking i'm walking i'll always be walking away

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

walking away

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day
I'm walking away

we really arent that different

Look behind your own soul
And the person that you'll see
Just might remind you of me
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And I know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different, me and you