jobs

so, one of the jobs i put in for, someone else got chosen for. thats ok tho. i have another opportunity waiting around the bend. why is that if I treat someone well they treat me like crap? i treat the people i date like gold and i do my best to make it all work out. I get walked on and used. why do people do that? yesterday my roommate told me that she wanted me to get hit by a truck. all because i dont want to date her anymore. she treated me like crap, was never nice to me and i have withstood it all. i meet someone and have to say, hi I live with my ex girlfriend! it never works out. oh well. i just found out who got the job over me. I AM PISSED! oh well.