Watchin' Airplanes

Sittin' out here on the hood of this truck lookin' up At a caramel colered sunset skyChecking my watch, doin' the math in my headCountin' backwards to when you said goodbyeWith those runway lights are gettin' brighterI'm just sittin' out here watchin' airplanesTake off and flyTryin' to figure out which one you might be onAnd why you don't love me anymoreRight now, I'm sittin' out here watchin' airplanesI would've lied, could've criedShould've tried harderDone anything to make you stayI wonder what you'd do if you looked out your windowAnd saw me runnin' down the runway just like I was crazy But that fence is too highSo am ISo, I'm just sittin' out here watchin' airplanesTake off and flyTryin' to figure out which one you might be onAnd why you don't love me anymoreBy now, I know you're thirty-thousand feet above meBut a million miles away, a million miles awayBy now, I know how to act like you don't love meBut I'm just sittin' out here watchin' airplanesTake off and flyAnd I'm just sittin' out here watchin' airplanesTake off and flyTryin' to figure out which one you might be onAnd why you don't love me anymoreYeah, I'm just sittin' out here watchin' airplanes go by, by, byI'm just sittin' out here watchin' airplanes, baby bye, bye

another day

another day another fifty cents

I'm no stranger to the rain

I'm no stranger to the rainI'm a friend of thunderFriend, is it any wonder lightning strikes meI've fought with the devilGot down on his levelBut I never gave in, so he gave up on meI'm no stranger to the rainI can spot bad weatherAnd I'm good at finding shelter in a downpourI've been sacrificed by brothersCrucified by loversBut through it all I withstood the painI'm no stranger to the rainBut when I get that foggy feelingWhen I'm feeling downIf I don't keep my head up, I may drownBut it's hard to keep believingI'll even come out evenWhile the rain beats your hope in the groundAnd tonight it's really coming downI'm no stranger to the rainBut there'll always be tomorrowAnd I'll beg, steal, or borrow a little sunshineAnd I'll put this cloud behind meThat's how the Man designed meTo ride the wind and dance in a hurricaneI'm no stranger to the rainOh, no, I'm no stranger to the rainI'm no stranger to the rainI'm a friend of thunderFriend, is it any wonder lightning strikes meBut I'll put this cloud behind meThat's how the Man designed meTo ride the wind and dance in a hurricaneI'm no stranger to the rainOh, no, I'm no stranger to the rain

I wish I had this.....

When I fall in love, It will be forever, Or I'll never fall in love. In a restless world like this is, Love is ended before it's begun, And too many moonlight kisses Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun. When I give my heart, It will be completely, Or I'll never give my heart. And the moment I can feel that You feel that way, too, Is when I'll fall in love with you. And the moment I can feel that You feel that way, too, Is when I'll fall in love with you

I am pushing 30 and its starting to push back

Everyone has a picture in their head as to what they want their life to be like. I thought by now I would have a partner and a couple dogs, maybe a kid on the way. I will be 29 in a little over 2 months. I still want that life. Someone to come home too, who is happy to see me when I get home. I get so tired of feeling under appricated. I give and give and people take and take. I try to do nice romantic things for the perosn I am dating only to be told, this is stupid, or why did you cook? I have even been told that my cooking was bad. Am I picking out the wrong people? The guys at work try to give me advice, but what can they see from a girls perspective? I am so frustrated. I wanna date someone who will be ok with me going to see my family. (You would be surprised the amount of the people I date who hate that I am close to my family). My family is the only thing I've got. I love my family, and it may be a different dynamic from other families, but its mine. I dont know. Maybe that person for me is wating right around the corner, or maybe I will never find that person. Maybe I have already dated them and we ended the relationship. who knows? Blah. I am depressed now.