One More Day

Days like today when everything seems to fall apart, I start to miss my mom even more. She was my rock. She was my shield, she was everything a mother should be. Her death threw me into a tailspin. i started to drink heavily. I am back at that phase in my life again. I am trying not to start drinking again, but its really hard to do. I just want to hear her say, its all gonna be alright. Thats all.